今日係珍姨追思禮的日子, 去到禮堂, 係我懂事以來, 第一次面對面睇一個死左o既人.
睇上去, 好似同不久前見佢o既時候差唔多, 但今次佢已經唔會發勞騷, 唔會郁.
老土都要講句, 當一樣野無左o既時候, 就會發現之前即使係有幾好或幾唔好, 點都比沒有了強.

請左個新同事, 除左工作上有人可以分擔外, 最好o既係有人聽我講d technical野.
佢黎之前, 基本上無人會理解我concern d 咩, 點解我要咁做(唔係話佢地唔掂, 係大家field/background唔同).
做program
唔係淨係寫code, 要考慮好多其他野, 例如要'估'd 客想點, 要fit 返d機出機時間,要就返d version
問題,當你件product 有野change 左, 要將有咩change 左o既information propragate去裝配員,
試機員,維修員, 客.等, 而家可以諗多d 喇.

Declaration of Self-Esteem

I am me, I am made in the image of God, just a little lower than the angels. I am unique. In all the world there is no one exactly like me. That means that everything which comes out of me is important. Nothing I say or do is meaningless.

Everthing about me is important. My body. My mind. My spirit. My dreams. My ideas and opinions. My talents. My feelings (positive and negative). My words. All my thoughts and actions are important, and they make a unique contribution to life.

I can accept myself because God accepts me. I can love myself because God loves me. I know I matter because God lived in Jesus Christ and through Him gave me the change to live abundantly and eternally. I do not have to be perfect to be loved, because God has loved me while I was imperfect.

This means I am important even when I have "rough edges" in my life and when I make mistakes, even big ones. I can fail. I can stumble. God still says, "I love you!" I don't have to have everything in the right order, or have everything cleaned up for God to accept me.

And knowing that I can live with myself. And I have hope that I can take all that I am and all that I have to God ( the good and the bad) and He will keep on improving me. I can be totally honest. I have something to look forward to. With His help and guidance I will be even more effective in living, loving, and serving than I have been. Tomorrow will be better than today.

I am not afraid to keep at the task of enriching what is good in me and discarding what is not. I can use God's grace and all of my faculties to work at the task of self-improvement. I am worth spending time on.

So I accept the fact that I am important. I have eternal value. I like myself. It is okay to be me. God has said it, and I believe it!

今日膽粗粗想約女仔去街, 點知食檸檬添.
要等下次有時間. 又唔知幾時lu.

又過左三日零八個鐘.
好艱苦呢.
無喇喇係展覽會前插多單無錫..真係好玩喇.
油壓機ver 1.52, 油壓機ver 2, 仲有電機..
今日harddisk 無位, pack 起d 野時, 仲好不幸咁整唔見左三個source code file 添
死未..

好耐無寫野.
呢段期間, 發生好多事..

事件一..二表多.做心臟手術...而家已經出左院. 一切順利
事件二..珍姨去左了. 而家要搞身後事. 同埋佢d 遺產係美國, 唔知點搞返黎.
事件三..工作上. 有新同事來了. 我唔想佢見到我. 好似我見到我老細時咁厭煩..還有安排左好多工作. 突然好似要好認真做野咁..
事件四..每個weekend 都好瘋狂咁玩, 實在有點恐怖..